Just another manic Monday. . .
Oct. 6th, 2003 09:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mellymellI used to love the Bangles. Everyone has their guilty pleasure band I suppose.
Back at work on Monday morning. . . Monday's seem so surreal lately. Guess its the fact that I've really been able to let go the past few weekends. I don't have as much to worry about I suppose, unless I'm at work. We're getting caught up on bills, granted we're broke, but there's less pending that we have to worry about. I guess that helps a lot. There's nothing I hate more than worrying about money. Stupid currency. Who in the hell decided that a piece of paper or a coin made out of cheap metals is worth something?
But lately I get to work Monday mornings and it feels like I have to think in an alternate mind set. I have to rework my personality to interact with my co-workers, and really, it just doesn't feel natural anymore. More evidence everyday that something is telling me to get out, that I need to be doing something else. But what? I guess if I start listening, the powers that be will let me know that as well, or at least show me the path to the answer. Feeling a desperate need to do a tarot reading, haven't done one in soooooo long. I've neglected that side of my life for quite a while, leaving it up to life experience. Maybe its time to pick up the books again. There are just a lot of questions starting to raise in my mind, and I know the last time this happened, schooling myself and opening my mind seemed to give me most of the answers. At worst, it couldn't hurt anything.
Back at work on Monday morning. . . Monday's seem so surreal lately. Guess its the fact that I've really been able to let go the past few weekends. I don't have as much to worry about I suppose, unless I'm at work. We're getting caught up on bills, granted we're broke, but there's less pending that we have to worry about. I guess that helps a lot. There's nothing I hate more than worrying about money. Stupid currency. Who in the hell decided that a piece of paper or a coin made out of cheap metals is worth something?
But lately I get to work Monday mornings and it feels like I have to think in an alternate mind set. I have to rework my personality to interact with my co-workers, and really, it just doesn't feel natural anymore. More evidence everyday that something is telling me to get out, that I need to be doing something else. But what? I guess if I start listening, the powers that be will let me know that as well, or at least show me the path to the answer. Feeling a desperate need to do a tarot reading, haven't done one in soooooo long. I've neglected that side of my life for quite a while, leaving it up to life experience. Maybe its time to pick up the books again. There are just a lot of questions starting to raise in my mind, and I know the last time this happened, schooling myself and opening my mind seemed to give me most of the answers. At worst, it couldn't hurt anything.
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on 2003-10-07 12:28 am (UTC)