I've been trying to figure out how to channel my depression and utter despair into my crafts. Be it drawing or crafting or writing.... But I can't. I can't concentrate enough to do it. It totally sucks. All this energy bouncing around inside of me that makes me want to throw things or scream, but I can't channel it in the right direction. I've been trying to figure this out since high school...

I'm jealous! :)